Geez...

I finally got a chance to lead a worship session for an encounter weekend. Felt so privileged - and must say that it's been a long wait. But they did a swap with my session :( Initially i'm to lead worship for this session talking about the Cross. I prepared the songs according to the Spirit's guidance and was really quite pleased with it. Then on Wed ah pa said the session was changed to 'plan of redemption'. Although he said I don't have to do major changes, I just felt that my anointing would not be put into good use bcuz this session is not as power packed as the previous one, which somehow left me with the feeling that there's not much to minister thru the worship when it comes to my turn. Now I'm having problem looking for more appropriate songs to minister but thus far I'm stuck; and I'm supposed to email EJ by noon but here I am, sitting and still thinking... and who knows, maybe my inspiration will come only tom morning. But right now, I just feel like doing away with all the previous songs bcuz I dun feel inspired by them anymore. I'm so stuck now Lord.